Its cold where I am now,
So lonely, so desolate,
A place so dark,

I promised you the world and delivered broken promises and shattered dreams,
No self worth, I am not a man,
The love I felt is fading, the blame of a lifetime I place on you.

Rage, burning brighter and fierce,
Powerful and overcoming the calm.
Screaming voices beg me stop,
Fists clenched,
Sweat dripping,


The heartbeat slows to a thumping in my ears,
Remorse floods my senses making me numb to what I have done,
Pushed back to the innermost reaches,

Its cold here,
Need to be warm.

Friends and family flood your life,
Drowning in seas of pity and loathing.
Destroyed by your presence,

The fading light of the day reminds me of what I had.
A life,
A lover,
A friend.

An enemy.